It wasn’t that I didn’t trust you, but rather, I was tired of trusting someone else over myself. I trusted you too much, which is and was burdensome. I’m not sorry for trusting myself, but I am sorry that it was received as lack of trust in you. SideBar is an ongoing collection of musings,Continue reading “Trust – Exposing The Root”
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An Invitation
All I can do is invite you into my world And you have the every right to decline… SideBar is an ongoing collection of musings, reflections, and reminiscences based off of everyday conversations and happenstances. To read more from SideBar.
Wishing Jar
So many wishes…pretty ones, shimmery ones, sturdy ones, vibrant ones, dull ones, lovey-dovey ones…I had so many wishesbut they never left my lips to reach youbecause the space between us felt too great.So many wishes thatI’d wished you’d fulfill,I wished to fulfill,I wish we would fulfill.How silly of me, to walk around with all theseContinue reading “Wishing Jar”
Itch
I showered yesterday because I was itchyNot dirty,itchy.Then I remembered that it was spring and that I’m allergic to what is present in the air.Then I remembered that before menstruating, my scalp becomes uncontrollably itchy.It may be the hormones…Maybe I did shower because I thought I was dirty.Or was it the season?Or perhaps the hormones?OrContinue reading “Itch”
Dreaming of You
Silence fills the space,the atmosphere and decor is warm, soft yet vibrant.A fancy hotel, red carpets,a grand staircase,chandeliers,marble…Then there’s us, giggling, full of mischief,enjoying one another company.I haven’t seen you in so long.Even though I could not make our your face, I knew it was you.We ate all the sweets we shouldn’t have, not payingContinue reading “Dreaming of You”
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